Seeing Sounds

if you ask me how i feel about it, well, i’ll say 1/3 happy and 2/3 sad

i’m most happy because i feel relieved…a few months ago, every monday, wednesday, and friday was a pressure to me, im not sure why, but i think its got to do with the subject being speech, which i’m not really good at, also, maybe the fact that there was only 8 people i’m with, in that class there were 50+ psychology students, as i said there were 8 of us, who are taking up computer engineering.
i don’t blame anyone for feeling this way. its just me. i’m not used to mingling with people a lot, and this was surely a challenge for me.
i’m happy that i got to know people who are outside the circle of friends that i have, it seems like wherever i go, someone would call my name and greet me, now THAT is sweet. *nods*

There are things and people i’ll miss,sure, i’ll miss some of them calling me ate even though i told them not to, their, well, sort of awed expression when they asked me what my course is, which is not known to everyone, i already miss their funny antics which you don’t get to see everyday. and i gotta say, these people are easy to get along with, at least most of them.

It was kinda sad that i wasn’t with the other girls in some of my classes, but on the upside, i met new friends and decreased my shyness by .0001% *puches air in victory*

i abolutely won’t forget our choral presentation entitled “Masquerade”. its the only time i wasn’t nervous to perform an activity, mainly because we’re a group. =).
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here’s a link to the picture of the whole class:
http://i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc262/harry09potter/Picture044.jpg

* those who are wearing gloves belongs to same group as me
**i’m standing there..somewhere
***our professor didn’t want to be seen in the pic. (i have no idea why)